Thursday, May 17, 2012

sentences + illustrations

Frustrated by the lack of consistent posts recently? 


Here's a cute dog picture to cheer you up.


Plus, I thought my post on The Avengers was mighty substantive. 


Not quite enough to satiate your need for some Chrissy-perspective?

Well, in my defense, I've been hanging with these guys:


We've been celebrating various things.


Family gatherings always involve some wild happenings.


Pictures of the craziness shall follow soon. 

I couldn't give you everything at once, could I? 

Tuesday, May 8, 2012

How the Avengers Helped Me Understand the Bible



I’ve been working at an adventure camp for months, facilitating groups through teambuilding challenges. It’s a fun experience, more enjoyable for the fact that every crowd is different, forcing me to develop innovative ways of doing my job. Being a fairly confident person, I entered the position thinking I could share my astounding knowledge of teamwork (though where I thought I’d gained that knowledge, I’m not sure). The more groups I led, however, the more I realized that I do not have a good understanding of teamwork. What makes a good team? What are the key components? Why do some groups arrive stellar, some groups become stellar, and other groups leave worse than when they started?

As with most of the life, the clues to the solution are in the Bible, but as I read and re-read 2 Corinthians 12, sometimes even to the groups I was leading, I still felt like I was missing something. I couldn’t quite grasp it; it was as if I was missing the keystone before I could finish the arch.

The Avengers gave me the keystone.


I have a superhero weakness and despite my frugality, this was a motion picture event I wouldn’t miss on the big screen! Captain America, Iron Man, Thor, and Hawkeye, all in one giant bad-guy-fighting movie? I’m so there. I was expecting a night of enjoying action, courage, and witty dialogue as the team joined forces; little did I realize I would also receive a spiritual lesson.

For the Avengers are the essence of 2 Corinthians 12. They have a “variety of gifts” but work for the same goal (vs. 4); these gifts are manifested “for the common good,” of both humankind and of their SHIELD team (vs. 7). They are the perfect team, a body consisting “not of one member but of many” (vs. 14). The Avengers without Iron Man would be grounded; without the Hulk, would be weakened; without Cap, would be leaderless; without the Black Widow, would be uninformed; without Hawkeye, would be blind; without Thor, would be unable to bring Loki to the true justice he deserves.

If Iron Man were to say, ‘Because I am smarter than you all, I do not belong to the team,’ that would not make him any less part of the team. If Thor were to say ‘Because I am a demi-god, I do not belong to the team,’ that would not make him any less part of the team. If the whole team were the Hulk, where would be the desire to obey orders? If the whole team were Captain America, where would be the technological wisdom needed to fight Loki?

Yet despite all the gifts, the gathering of a “band of freaks” who just happened to have the skills to save the world, the Avengers lose a battle, lose their prisoner, and don’t save the world for the first three-quarters of the movie. Bruce Banner hides from the world, fearful of taunts and tests, of his own capacity for power and evil. Captain America also hides, unwilling and perhaps unable to adapt to this new and difficult world where the Stars and Stripes are “old-fashioned.” Tony Stark expresses disdain for Cap’s sense of duty, mocks Thor’s manner of dress, and dances around Bruce attempting to bring out the Hulk. Watching the Avengers baiting and backbiting each other, pursuing petty differences instead of joining forces, allowing Loki to gain the upper hand because they refuse to work as a team is frustrating. Forget individual heroics: why can’t they just all get along?

But the team is so composed that there would be no division but that the members would have the same care for one another. If one member suffers, all suffer together; if one member is honored, all rejoice together.

It takes the sacrifice of a formerly minor character to help the Avengers find their mojo as a team. “Greater love has no man than this, that he lay down his life for his friends,” say Jesus in John 15.13, and that’s exactly what Phil Coulson does, even implying that perhaps it would take a sacrifice to help these gifted individuals see their need for each other. Despite all their gifts, the Avengers must experience this sacrificial love—and the sorrow that comes with such sacrifice—before they cast aside their individualities to become a team. Likewise, Paul says, we as Christians should desire the higher spiritual gifts, but there is “a still more excellent way”: love. Love is what creates a team; without love, there is only selfish ambition, chaos, and in-fighting.

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy or boat; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing but rejoices with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all thing, endures all things. Love never fails.

There’s a reason that 2 Corinthians 13, the ultimate chapter on love, follows 2 Corinthians 12, the ultimate chapter on the body (the “team”) of Christ. Love is the key to teamwork. Continually re-reading chapter 12 in an attempt to understand teamwork was futile without the additional piece of chapter 13; watching The Avengers finally made that connection for me. And that is how the Avengers helped me to understand the Bible.

Thursday, April 26, 2012

a quarter


For those of you who don't know, I turned 25 this week.

I am excited about this for one main reason: 25 is the age when you can rent a car without additional fees.

It's a big milestone because people will give you any size and type of car, thinking you're a mature adult. Really, though, you feel like this: I just graduated from college...wait, was that really 3 years ago? But I don't really know anything, in fact, I know less than I did in college. Why didn't anyone ever tell me that I'll feel stupider as I get older?? Wait, this person thinks that I can pay multiple hundreds of dollars in rent every month? When did I reach the age when hundreds of dollars wasn't a big deal? It was just a few years ago when I thought $100 was like a million!! And why do these people think I can handle all these responsibilities because I definitely haven't reached adulthood!! Don't they say you're as old as you feel? I feel 14, not 25!


I'm also thrilled about age 25 because of the exciting things I'll be doing during this year of my life, such as becoming a hobo on April 30, working at an adventure camp all summer, seeing one of my best friends get married, moving to Uganda, spending a week at the beach with my adopted family, watching my brother graduate from college, learning a new culture simultaneously with a new job, and renting a car without paying underage fees.

Also, some tidbits for you on how the world has changed during the past quarter century:
-"Salad-in-a-bag" was invented in 1989 (age 2)
-Electronic tolls (think EZ Pass) began in 1989 (age 2)
-Dopplar radar started its TV run in 1990 and is still going strong (age 3)
-Powerpoint was unveiled in 1990! (age 3)
-Debit card transactions became popular in 1995 (age 8)
-Disposable contacts arrived in 1995 (age 8)
-DVDs were introduced in 1995 (age 8)
-Blackberries started accepting email in 1999 (when I was age 12)
-iPods were developed in 2001 (age 14)
-speaking of 2001...9/11 was a life changing event for my generation (age 14)

To avoid ending on a downer, here's a shout-out to my friend JenniMarie: on my birthday in 1888, Eastman Kodak was formed.

Thursday, April 19, 2012

jitters.

Today, I'm doing something that gives me butterflies in my stomach.

I dreamed about it last night. Even after forcing myself to stop thinking about it so I could actually fall asleep.

When I woke up at 5am, it was the first thing on my mind. I consciously forced myself to relax and fall back asleep.

I purposefully chose to run sprints this morning to remove a bit of the boundless energy that consumes me when I'm nervous. (yes, friends, if I seem to have kilowatts of energy in some situations, it may be from nerves, not boredom!)

Staying in a comfort zone is often quite...comfortable. It doesn't make me nervous, it doesn't give me the jitters, it doesn't require concentration or attention to details. Comfort zones give freedom for exploration, dreaming, hobbies, and joking with friends. Being pushed to face and to conquer phobias is often quite terrifying. The 'what ifs' crowd my mind, I literally shake with fear, my voice goes up a decibel, and my stomach refuses to accept even the most tempting of delicacies (ie, pizza!). I listen to Glory Revealed, Kelly Clarkson, Aaron Shust, Katy Perry; I joke with friends; I pretend excitement; and still in the back of my mind I'm contemplating how I can escape, whether starting a new life in Denver would be easier than the thing I'm about to face.

"I can do all things through him who strengthens me." Phil. 4:13


"All things" would probably include my first solo venture in setting up the zip line.

"Cast all your anxieties on [Jesus], because he cares for you." 1 Pet. 5:7

PS--the dream was NOT a nightmare. ;) Well, minus being short and unable to reach things (a legitimate issue) and losing my favorite shirt in the lake (a bogus fear, since there is no lake nearby!). 

Thursday, April 12, 2012

inverse

In case you didn't notice, the length of my blog posts have an inverse relationship with the busyness of my week.

This week has been crazy. So I will leave you with a picture of why last week's post was succinct:

Tim Horton's coffee in Canada. There is quite possibly nothing more Canadian, according to our hosts.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

why i love my future job

Where else do you get paid to go canoeing?


Or the opportunity to run a zip line in the woods?


Summer 2012, you might be the best yet.